Hello, Dear One. It’s a pleasure that our paths have crossed. May we enjoy each other’s company for a while. Below is a little glimpse into my life story. I would love to hear your story, too. In the near future, my dream is to create a community for everyone to come together and share our journeys together.

All my life, I’ve enjoyed exploring Mother Nature as a Divine Reflection of the Great Mystery of Creation. As a child, I use to dance with the cherry blossoms and imagined them as fairies dancing in the wind. And, when life seemed complicated, I would find my refuge in many wondrous natural places. There, I found many angels comforting me, blades of grass tickling my legs, a soft breeze gently hugging me, or the endless expansive sky that reminded me anything is possible. Nature accepted me no matter how I showed up, whether playful, sad, silly, or upset. She loved me, and I loved her.

Throughout my childhood and early adulthood I was curious and explored many spiritual teachings from a variety of religions, poetry, writing, etc. From an early age, I saw things as One, as an interconnected Union. Anything that seemed to separate or judge confused me. So, as I explored these spiritual teachings, I found the common themes around a Higher Divine Presence, Love, and being Kind with one another. That seemed so lovely to read; however, it seemed rather incongruent with how humanity lived ... including myself! The desire nature wanted to attach to things or dismiss other things. This hardly seemed like a way of being in Union. Nature seemed to understand this universal way of being, yet, human relationships tended to muddle things up.

In my 20’s and 30’s, I wanted to uncover this human incongruency and somehow live in a more whole and peaceful way. I strengthened my meditation practice, learned Thai Chi, and met many wonderful teachers and friends along the way. Additionally, I found myself in relationships where one thing was said, yet the opposite behavior was unconsciously expressed. It was a puzzle I was determined to solve! The theme was to Learn - really Learn … to truly understand who is my Divine Self, what is the shadow/desire nature, what were the repeating patterns of suffering teaching me, and what are my true gifts to share with the world. Regardless of life experience, the purpose became clear to integrate my human self with my Divine Self. To embody that … to become it - as One. At this point, this was an intellectual practice with some integrating meditative experiences. It felt like a long path with many twists, turns, set-backs and realizations.

Then … in 2012, my path was ignited with a massive quickening! After my twin girls were born, my life force was bleeding out uncontrollably. Within minutes, I found myself in an ‘out of body experience’ and traveled to the eternal place we call Heaven. This profound Divine Love penetrated each cell of consciousness like no other Teaching I had ever experienced. I merged with Divine Love, over and over, releasing any ideas of separation or self, and healing deep emotional wounds. I found myself merging and experiencing Oneness directly. It was no longer a mental curiosity or a quest - I was One with the Divine. During this experience, my daughters came to me, reminding me of my earthly life with them. With joyful responsibility for them and humanity, I found my way back to Earth. This near-death experience (NDE) is described in detail in the ‘Downloads’ tab.

For many years, I struggled to describe this surreal experience of Oneness and Divine Love, as well as, integrating such refined teachings into my own daily human life. This was beyond a meditation and certainly beyond the mental plane of thought. The wonderful Teachings continue to expand and grow within me and around me. I am certain we are all spiritually perfected Divine Beings having a human experience. I have come to learn that it is very possible to experience Heaven on Earth - it’s only one conscious thought away. We can learn to cultivate and stabilize an Inner Peace, meeting each human life experience with care, love, and patience for ourselves and others. Then, our lives begin to unfold in magical and joyous ways. It takes practice and courage to release the many layers of fear that cause separation. The good news is we are here, together, as we learn and grow!

My greatest, most joyous service is to share what has come through me. May it be of benefit to you and all those around you. ‘The Pool of Peace’ is within the Center of each of our Hearts. Additionally, I came back to be with humanity which means, I am here for you, too. Please reach out with any questions or thoughts. Our greatest individual work is to awaken into the Inner Pool of Peace, and find a new way of Being. A way of harmony, connection, grace, love, and joy. And, we can walk together.

With Many Warm Blessings,

Emilie Spear